mapdesigner contacted me. at the end of her email she said, “are you still seeing your girlfriend?” my girlfriend! i was surprised to hear that! we have been broken up for more than a year. i am not reminiscing. don’t get me wrong. it’s just part of my past now. i was twenty five.
where is she?
mean jokes are shitty and lame. it’s supposed to be funny, not mean. you miss the point of humor if you think it’s all about taking shots. a frog is funny. a dance party of all your fat friends is “funny”. if there’s no joy in your humor, then fuck it!
i need a girlfriend pronto.
don’t go home angelina. paint tomorrow blue. (day breaks and every morning when he wakes he thinks of you.)
don’t be such a drag! life is exciting! there’s magic out there! there are dragons! bring home alien fabrege eggs! are you having a good day? well, this is it! you don’t get another chance! be here now! most of all, be patient. that is why isabelle dropped out. i need to chant more. i can’t wait for briall to get here. i am so excited. everything is coming up boners! nirvana isn’t waiting for you. you aren’t a coming buddha. it’s here now! wake up and fight!
